Thursday, November 11, 2010

November 10th

           It was the 10th day of November when my mother lost her battle with cancer. It's not a day that I mark on my calender or remember in the same way I remember a birthday or my anniversary. I'm reminded of this dates significance by the well meaning messages that I receive from my friends and family on this date.
I miss my mom every day of every month exactly the same way. I will never be able to fill the void that not having a mother  leaves in a persons life.

                               November 10th
                                          Today wasn't any different then yesterday
                                          I miss her just as much today as the day she went away
                                          Should it be today the 10th of November
                                          The only day when I should remember
                                          The person who gave me life
                                          More then a beloved mother and a beloved wife
                                          This day will come and go and be long gone
                                          But the pain I feel will still be strong
                                          On the 11th when the sun shows
                                          It will only be God who knows
                                          How much my emptiness and my sorrow
                                          Will be with me today as well as tomorrow.


                                          I miss you.